Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Swine Flu!!!

this is my most special poem ever n will always be...written during d swine flu season wen my sis had gone back home n i was missing her....


su m missing u dear,
have no fear, no swine can dare,
to touch ur bro i swear,
tell u m so very bare,
wen u r not here,
want u always near,
here there n everywhere,
m sitting wid appy on my chair,
use lift or come by the stair,
bhagwan ne diye mujhe do pair,
2 kilo meetha namkeen pav ser,
wid u i can breathe without air,
wait n watch or u can stare,
life is like an electronic tower,
luv failure is not an accepted error,
hope u r aware, i love u n i care,
now go n cut ur hair,
i am sorry i dint prepare,
its just my love i wanted to share,
u form d core of my heart-ware,
imli ka buta beri ka per (ped),
imli khatti meethe ber,'
iss jungle mein hum do sher,
aa flat wapas ho gayi der :D :D

love u...
koyal bole ku ku ku,,,

Sunday, July 4, 2010

If it has to happen, its gotto be this way…

Well this story is half true and half imaginary but there are lotsa chances of this whole story coming true.

Sitting in my cabin, just had a small party in the office, today being the day when all the birthdays of the month are celebrated. As its my first month in office, this is my first time. Very shy people having their birthday this month, none of them ready to step ahead and cut the cake…Somehow something happens and the celebrations get done. I am happy seeing the always tensed and silent coders getting their share of fun. My cell rings... landline number, with an unknown STD code…’hello’…’hello da…kaise ho’!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that’s ma MEENU…My lil crazy sweet and the most loving sister...One of the closest to my heart coz I see a lot of myself in her… She is in the Defence Academy where even having a cell is not allowed… Her call was a big surprise…’How are you?? Where are ya?? How come you called?? How is it going???’ n barged her with too many questions... Too happy… Good news in the office too, someone just stepped in my cabin –‘mandar sir, we are done with all the tasks!!’ Oh ya finally a software company thats meeting its deadlines…

Ready to leave for home, all set… Music on and m off on my bike… On ma way I see a couple, both aged 70-80yrs, holding hands and walking… Brought a real big happy smile on ma face...few kms ahead I saw a bunch of kids, fully drenched, playing footy in mud…really ignited a spark within…time for a puff…Blowing away the bad incidents of life with the smoke, I moved onto the NH-4 highway… Right music for the right time, the song changed on my MP3… The next track is ‘give me freedom, give me fire’!! fullon fullon fullon excited! Happy! Feeling the adrenaline rush now!!! I accelerated to the max…thinking about messi, kaka, gerrard...wow!! My bike is real good n strong still… A stupid driver of a car driving at 91kph trying to overtake another car being driven at 90kph…Oh I hate these slow overtakes… But there is no space for me to go thru…Oh yes may be I have… Moving onto the centre line, full throttle and zzzzzzrrrrr oooopsey may be my left hand will hit the side mirror, it goes off the handle, more focus on the right and yes I am through…a few kms ahead, another car is not letting me go thru...i somehow manage to move onto the parallel track...both speeding away... zoooiinnnnngggg thru the wind I am racing with a powerful car now… we are on parallel tracks… I don’t slow down my bike but the car does, it had to, there is a city road crossing a few hundred meters ahead…I can cut through the traffic with my slim n less dangerous vehicle… fuck!!! A kid just left his moms hand and is running across the street… damn, instant reaction - take the rightmost track…aaarrgghh!!! wrong decision!!! Some car is waiting to cross the street and is already half way in…olrite, there is no possibility of braking now, its of no use… Close ur eyes and let things happen…

boooommmmm!!! Right leg bangs into the car, fractured - broken - separate, forces me to open ma eyes…rest of the body goes flying off in the air…across the highway… crashes into a truck coming from the opposite direction…sllaaaasshshhh !! on the windshield…body rolls down the face of the truck with one leg missing…truck slows down from 60 to 30kph, eyes slam into the headlights, body clings onto the bumper by the T-shirt… this seems to be the STOP I hope!!! Excruciating pain and very uncomfortable position...Nopsey, this is not the end, my hand just touches the tyres and body gets pulled with great force… Shirt is torn n half hanging on the bumper still… thhhaaddddddd!!! 30 to 0kph… but the body is already rolled over, ribs broken, body blasts and opens up...phhhhaaattt!!!! That’s the end of Maddy… If its ever to happen, its gotto happen this way…fast, too fast and fullstop…

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Someone in my life

Always feel something special everytime I think about her..She aint just a sunshine in my life she is my dream...Her voice recordings bring life into me...Gone are the days when I used to feel alone, now even when I go for a walk 'physically alone' I carry a big smile on my face, thinking she is always by my side...Every walk to remember :)...All of a sudden feels so grown up... having a deep understanding of every relation, of every feeling...

i know m not good enough for her but noone in this world is... I wish the tradition of swayamvar still existed, this princess for sure would have been mine... Every morning I get up thinking about her, kiss her pic, text her something and then get up from my bed. I sleep thinking how great it would have been had we both been together. Half the day is spent talking about her and smiling in her awe...Unfortunately the way I feel for her, she doesnt feel for me. GOD isnt that very great as people think he is... Sometimes I feel I would have done a better job sitting atop there...Blithe and spice would have prevailed at the same time with a perfect balance of the two... I just missed the GODship entrance exam by 0.5marks!! aaarrghh!! regret being 10mins late for the exam!! would have for sure nailed it otherwise :(

All my life I was content with the money I was going to get being a computer engineer but now I want to become rich, very rich, just to provide her every comfort she ever wished for..Regretting why I dint go for Marine engineering like my brother. Still have the option of becoming an entrepreneur and making it big but by the time I break-even she will have her kids calling me mama-mama!!!

Feel like doing a few good Hindi movies with her, having lots and lotsa romantic songs, keeping aflame the blaze of our love n blah blah kinda dialogues... too many intimate scenes, pillow fights, long walks holding hands, dancing in the rains, sitting together in some class for studying and 'nihar'ing each other at times, flooding each others mail boxes with love letters, sleeping on her lap, gliding my fingers through her hair, having coffee from the same mug, looking into her eyes for ages, sleeping with eyes open, a smile on the face and each others pics in hand, twinkling at the monitor, laughing at the cellphone, many forehead kisses, I wish I could be hers and she could be mine...forever, till the world exists...next birth even if I come as a tree I would want to stand next to her...

Though I am not the one who will abnegate so easily but I have fought hard against my own.. Now guess its time I relinquish the control of my heart to the divine powers...

At sixes and sevens about what is gonna happen with our relation. I hope wish dream pray she ends up in my arms...


Monday, May 3, 2010

I wish to have a girl like this...


i wish to have someone,

who is as sweet and as cute as she is,

she should be someone,

who is as loving and as caring she is,

she should be someone,

who has a big heart with too much of honey -just like hers is

she should be someone,

whoz one smyl would floor millions -exactly like hers

she should be someone,

who can speak precisely the way she speaks

she should be someone,

who knows me in-out and everything I know about

she should be someone,

whoz attitude wud remind me of Rani Laxmibai,

and her love shud remind me of mother Teresa.

she should be someone,

for whom Mandar is not just a name,

she should be someone,

who is as witty as her with as much grace as hers

she should be someone,

I respect, I love, I adore, I desire, I admire, I WISH